It's a world of laughter a world of tears, a world of hope and a world of fears

hello blogeritas. I am so stoked about this weekend about this weekend and Thanksgiving! Praise the Lord for breaks and the beautiful state of Tennessee. I am obsessed with my family, Praise the Lord for them as well. Thank you, Jesus! I've been staying at the Rileys this week, gah not living at the B for a week is the best thing I could have ever done for restoration of my soul. I am glad to be alive. I sing in the morning on the way to work, I spend time with the Lord every morning. I dont have to get dressed in the living room and walk get home to a dark room and wake up to a dark room. I can live life on my own schedule. Its the little things in life really. I am trying so hard to learn about simply walking in obedience and trusting the Lord. I am here to change the world, and make a difference in people's lives. I get to choose whether my life is stinking exciting or just plain stinkin. There are going to be good days and bad ones. There are going to be new crushes at some point. Those were fun, ya know the real ones that actually last a bit opposed to the 2 second ones I've had this year. One day I wont be here. I wont live in the B, I wont work at the B, I wont go to class... none of that. And when it's all said and done I hope to look back and know that I lived every second of my existence to the fullest. God is such a cool kid. Im lucky to call myself a servant. Help me live up to my title Jesus. After all, as they say in the hood, playas gotta play.